Ben Breedlove’s videos have gone viral so you may have seen this. But I want to bring attention to the fact that one more person is talking about the White Light and the fact that he didn’t want to return from wherever it was that he had gone.

What struck me was that as he talked about cheating death the first time, he seemed to really want to come back but by the end, he was saying that he didn’t want to.  It makes me wonder if he made the decision to stay there on Christmas when he had the last heart attack.

My heart goes out to those who loved him and it must be incredibly painful for them, but I feel confident that Ben is where we all are working to get back to.

I have always felt something about my own Near Death Experience.  It truly seemed like I had input.  The Being of White Light that I was with asked me if I was ready to stay; if I was happy with my life and what I had contributed as I watched my review.  The answer to that was “Absolutely not!”  I didn’t like what I saw at all and I begged to come back for a chance to change some things.

It is great to see that Ben was happy with his life and I can see why he would be ready to stay over there.  And in his longer videos, he said he believed in God, as do I, although back in that period of my life before my accident, I claimed there couldn’t be one.  I couldn’t imagine a God who would create a world like the one we live in where so many people act as they do.

After having my own NDE I felt a part of something that was definitely a Greater Power.  It certainly wasn’t a man on a throne waiting to judge me like I had been taught but there was a loving Presence that is a Higher Power than what I am as Teri Rose.  There was a connection though that gave me access to something that I don’t have on my own.  I’ve always explained it as feeling like I was a drop out of the ocean but made up of the same essense as the whole.

Like Ben, I want to go back and I do truly believe that we are re-united with our loved ones over there-the place we go when we are free from this physical plane.  Those who have gone before us will be waiting for us and we will be the ones waiting for those still on the physical plane.  But we will be together again.  Love is a bond that cannot be broken even though there is separation.

I knew I had to come back and when I did, it felt like being stuffed back into a confined object, a physical body where I lost my freedom to be the real me.

Since that time, I look forward to going back “home” because that is exactly what it felt like.  Christmas day, I believe Ben got to go home.

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